Writing...& Me

Writing is now my release/When I can't sleep my dreams, nightmares, & fantasies urge my fingers to speak/So I slide my Rumor up and let my fingers do their thing/Grad, school, dying young & selfish fun they scream/Fuck love & relationships b/c at 20 just a dude can't give me what I need/I want much more than a commitment to sex/Friendship on fire is what I need/An emotional connection outside of sexing me/I'm talking: sharing secrets, fears, dreams, & fantasies/Accepting each other for who we are not who we want each other to be/Intimacy, w/o it sex is something like boring for me/I'm a Scorpio so everyone can assume I'm a freak but to want access to her you need to truly connect w/ me/I'm mysterious somewhat Chaotic people think/I'm everyone's best friend, I'm super sweet/Always willing to give anything I ever ask to be given to me/Love me, respect me, adore me & spoil me/Take care of me, pamper me/Be sweet to me, treat me like your Queen/I'm perfectly imperfect, want the one who's perfectly imperfect for me...