Fatherless Me

Stop trippin', negro please
Forget my sperm donor won't call me to see if I'm in need
But the m*********** can call my Mom to try to get in between
They say that life's a bitch huh, I think they're right indeed
Because the woman he called struggled to provide for three of his seeds
While he lived a good life on the run, scott free
On the run from child support but he's always lived in his own home but not she
Five kids but he only provides for the one that he lives with, interesting
What about Garry, Antoine, Kayana, & Damario, 3 more plus me
Never been more than sperm that helped produce my mother's clone, Kayana Ieisha-Marie
How does a beautiful girl believe that men aren't dogs when her "father" can't live up to what a father's supposed to be
So sick b/c I think my brothers think he's some type of man
But that's something he will never be
My standards are high for guys b/c he is everything I don't want anyone I call MY man to be
The epitome of "niggas ain't shit"
I hate to use the n-word but it's fitting
How does a girl with a "father" like he be optimistic & date guys?
But society freaks when girls are intersted in girls then they're deemed to be inhumne. Fuck society!
My mom once said that I had to deal with a "father" who isn't there for me.
No disrespect Mom...but guess what?
Fuck him, you're wrong. I don't. Dealing with him is like settling.