So I was minding my own business, sleep, and I receive a recorded msg from him. And it was a recording of the song Brand New by Drake. These are the lyrics of the part of the song he sent to me:
Brand New:
“This here is on some truthful shit
It seems like everything I do, your used to it
And I hate hearing stories bout who you’ve been with
So then I gotta hide, what I'm feelin' inside
So you still think I'm confident and damn
Is this gonna last? Your up on a pedestal
Are we moving too fast?
Feel like I'm in crazy competition with the past
This why I gotta ask, is anything I'm doin' brand new?
Brand new, brand new, brand new, brand new
is anything I'm doin' brand new?
Brand new, brand new, brand new, brand new
Brand new girl
This here is something personal
Highly doubt this feeling is reversible…”
My response hours later after I woke up and asked him what exactly he was looking for in a response, which were answer(s).
"Question 1: Me and you didn't move too fast. Everything happened for a reason. Question 2: You are not in crazy competition with my past. What I have gone through with people has helped me determine what I want and don't want. It somewhat helped mold me and my standards in relationships. Question 3: Everything about us was brand new to me. I had never been in a situation like this one, nor had I ever dealt with a person like you, and nor had I been the person I was when I was with you. It was all new. Still is new to me. My current feelings, never felt them exactly like this before. This was brand new because everything I've done with you was a leap out of who I know myself to be in relationships. That's not a bad thing either. I love who I am in relationships now. So thank you for a BRAND NEW experience. They say experience is the best teacher, so thank you for the experience.
With all My Love,
XOXO
KayLou"
Now after this I ask him are there anymore questions. Then he had the nerve to ask me, "You fuckin'?", "Or dating?", Who you kissin'?, and "Are you crushin'?". Now let me remind you that this is the same person who hasn't called me in 2 weeks and can't text me to see if I'm ok. But he got questions out the wazoo! I just wanna know why any of that is fuckin' relevant to him at all! He didn't want to be with me so why on earth is he checking to see what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with? I mean does he really wanna know because we live 3000 miles away from each other so why ask those type of questions like you can actually know if I'm telling the truth. Shaking my fuckin' head...
1 comments:
lol.
funny post, and definitely a 'smh' moment. men, can't live with 'em...can't live without 'em.
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